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today i:

wrote a midterm. it was pretty bad. not horrible, but definitely not awesome. i wish i was better at math, except i’m pretty glad i’m good at what i am good at.

met with a participant and his mom. mom laughed hysterically while she read his newly-written cover letter out loud. we’ve worked on the cover letter for weeks, and it is very good if-i-do-say-so-myself. i felt like i was in a snl skit. it was very inappropriate, very socially awkward. she didn’t offer any explanation for her insane behaviour. humans are weird.

i went to the gym instead of going for a run outside because it’s pouring and freezing. and i tried to breathe. 

i turned down an invitation to go for beers with good people. i really wanted to go. however…if i can’t resist on a monday night, then my ‘drink less’ plan is doomed.

i got off the bus early to shop at my favourite grocery store. i had too much stuff in my backpack, and the store doesn’t give bags anymore (which i approve of, but y’know, sometimes it’s totally inconvenient), so i carried an onion home in my hand, but it was totally worth it.

 i cooked a veggie curry. alone in my kitchen, rain pouring down outside and ingrid michaelson playing on my laptop. it felt like mtl. i don’t know why.

i downloaded the most recent harry potter movie. i can’t decide whether it’s the 5th or 6th. i don’t really care, either way.

i learned how to play a new schuyler fisk song. she’s pretty.

i have decided to stop wishing i am somewhere i’m not. what silly behaviour. 

starting….now.

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