It’s Friday evening and I’m heading to my room to study math. I am so afraid of failure that I am willing to give up a weekend night. Hopefully I will actually get some work done.
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This week was crazy - busy and emotional. I feel…different? I feel strange. Like something is going to happen.
Sometimes before a big change in my life, I get this out-of-control feeling in my body. But usually I know why I feel that way - this time, there doesn’t seem to be any reason. Unless my body knows something I don’t.
Not something bad, necessarily, just something.
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Tonight, there are many places I wish I was. Really really badly.
